Lonely,but not alone
Speechless,but not wordless
Afraid,but not scared
Hurt,but not depressed
Who am I despite these feelings?
Busy instead of purposeful
Social but still not authentic full
Happy not joyful
Smart yet at times acting like a fool
What am I in these mundane things?
Compassion never hidden,
Naivety often seen
Since a clean big heart is my daily routine
The desire to live right too weak
Walls around my heart every week
How do I come out of this?
Unlearning some patterns pinned on me
To lay my life for others is healthy
But I shouldnt do it till I run empty
Treating people how I wanna be treated is Godly Yet noone told me I may receive a bondage
Where is my true self in these principles?
Fun and God loving
A peace keeper and a wisdom-getter
Easy going plus openness
Being used by those I perceive closest
A sociable soul and a deep thinker
But God defines me better
Beyond thirty one, He is molding me,
Despite my mistakes, He is always so real
So whenever I get lost
May I look back to this post
And come back home
